Im damnn sleepy. Gonna blog before i head to bed. ;D
On friday, headed to vivocity with crush. Bought a pair of jeans and a black dress. Hahs. Was damn tired. Walked the whole vivocity hunting for clothes. Hahs. Left for home at ard 7plus. Was damn shag alrdy. Slept at 12 plus. Got woken up at 3 plus by marcus. That matter, i`ll talk about it in the later part of this post.
Today, slept till 5 plus. Couldnt wake up in time to meet justin. Sorry da bian ! I really did not mean it. =( I owe you one ok? ;x Prepared for mother`s day dinner at parkway at ard 6 plus. Ate till 11 plus. Damnn full luhs. Hahs. ;D Now im back home rotting. Stupid saturday, wasted !! Arghs. ;( I shall upload pictures tmrw! Teehee (n-n)
Anyhoos. About what i`ve mentioned above. Marcus called me and all. He was drunk. Told me alot of things that softened my heart. Hais. I really am so so confused. He came over to my house to stay. We were just like a normal couple. My heart melted just seeing him smile. I really missed hugging him to sleep so so badly luhs. Woke up in the morning and cooked for him although i was so fucking tired. Hais. I really hope this would last but sadly, it didnt. He is always telling me he still love me, he cant forget me, he hugged me, he kissed me but yet, he told me to forget him. He even said sorry. So everything that happened, he blamed it on this 'drunk' word. Sighh.
Boy, you know why i cried when i asked you why your gf called you hubby? You called me your wifey in the past. You were my precious hubby, now you are another girl`s one. Are you really that in love with her? I dont think so. I think you love me more. Why are you deceiving yourself? If you had loved her, why is it that when you were drunk, you called me instead of her? Why is it that you are still telling me you miss me & love me? Why is it that you are telling me you regret leaving me? Why is it that you always think of me when you`re with her? Why are you doing things that you`ve done with me with HER? Werent ' i love you, muack muack, bye bye' words we always said before we hung up the phone on each other? Why is it that you and HER are also saying this? You dont know how much pain im going through looking at MY boy going with another girl. You can never experience my pain unless you see me going tgt with another boy and calling him my baby, my hubby. Werent you happy while you spent your night with me ytd? I was. Many memories came flashing back and how much i miss them. Why the tears? When u looked into my eyes just now, couldnt you see all the hurts and pain within me? Couldnt you see all the pain you have caused? You bear looking at me like this? Sighh. I`ve been bottling everything up. Few drops of tears, but each drop contained so much pain. A pain you can never experience, a pain you will never know how it feels. Hais. Forget it. If you wanna be so heartless and see me like that. . Since you wanna take it like nothing has happened, everything was because you were drunk, i`ll just take it this way. I`ll take it that nothing has happened. And dont ask me to forget you or whatsoever, dont ask me to do something you know i cant. I really love you so much. Why cant you fucking see it? Sighh.. You really want to let go? you really want me to forget you, forget us ? Touch your heart and tell me. Do you still love me ? Do you really want everything to be gone?
当你开始追寻你要的自由, 放开我们紧握的手,带走我的爱和天空...
我们的爱过了就不再回来; 直到现在我还默默的在等待.
我无力承受最后的一点心痛 ( ::"-":: ) - Emotional Wreck
On friday, headed to vivocity with crush. Bought a pair of jeans and a black dress. Hahs. Was damn tired. Walked the whole vivocity hunting for clothes. Hahs. Left for home at ard 7plus. Was damn shag alrdy. Slept at 12 plus. Got woken up at 3 plus by marcus. That matter, i`ll talk about it in the later part of this post.
Today, slept till 5 plus. Couldnt wake up in time to meet justin. Sorry da bian ! I really did not mean it. =( I owe you one ok? ;x Prepared for mother`s day dinner at parkway at ard 6 plus. Ate till 11 plus. Damnn full luhs. Hahs. ;D Now im back home rotting. Stupid saturday, wasted !! Arghs. ;( I shall upload pictures tmrw! Teehee (n-n)
Anyhoos. About what i`ve mentioned above. Marcus called me and all. He was drunk. Told me alot of things that softened my heart. Hais. I really am so so confused. He came over to my house to stay. We were just like a normal couple. My heart melted just seeing him smile. I really missed hugging him to sleep so so badly luhs. Woke up in the morning and cooked for him although i was so fucking tired. Hais. I really hope this would last but sadly, it didnt. He is always telling me he still love me, he cant forget me, he hugged me, he kissed me but yet, he told me to forget him. He even said sorry. So everything that happened, he blamed it on this 'drunk' word. Sighh.
Boy, you know why i cried when i asked you why your gf called you hubby? You called me your wifey in the past. You were my precious hubby, now you are another girl`s one. Are you really that in love with her? I dont think so. I think you love me more. Why are you deceiving yourself? If you had loved her, why is it that when you were drunk, you called me instead of her? Why is it that you are still telling me you miss me & love me? Why is it that you are telling me you regret leaving me? Why is it that you always think of me when you`re with her? Why are you doing things that you`ve done with me with HER? Werent ' i love you, muack muack, bye bye' words we always said before we hung up the phone on each other? Why is it that you and HER are also saying this? You dont know how much pain im going through looking at MY boy going with another girl. You can never experience my pain unless you see me going tgt with another boy and calling him my baby, my hubby. Werent you happy while you spent your night with me ytd? I was. Many memories came flashing back and how much i miss them. Why the tears? When u looked into my eyes just now, couldnt you see all the hurts and pain within me? Couldnt you see all the pain you have caused? You bear looking at me like this? Sighh. I`ve been bottling everything up. Few drops of tears, but each drop contained so much pain. A pain you can never experience, a pain you will never know how it feels. Hais. Forget it. If you wanna be so heartless and see me like that. . Since you wanna take it like nothing has happened, everything was because you were drunk, i`ll just take it this way. I`ll take it that nothing has happened. And dont ask me to forget you or whatsoever, dont ask me to do something you know i cant. I really love you so much. Why cant you fucking see it? Sighh.. You really want to let go? you really want me to forget you, forget us ? Touch your heart and tell me. Do you still love me ? Do you really want everything to be gone?
当你开始追寻你要的自由, 放开我们紧握的手,带走我的爱和天空...
我们的爱过了就不再回来; 直到现在我还默默的在等待.
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